What if I'm not okay?
What if I'm not alright?
Oh, what would you say?
Would you still hold me tight?
What if I can't get up?
I just can't seem to fill my cup.
This darkness just won't dissipate.
Is this really my fate?
What if I can't get back
From this tangled mess I'm in?
I cannot keep living life this way,
Like I'm trapped in a web of sin.
How much more do I need to pay?
This smile on my face is fake,
Painted on so thick.
I don't know how much more I can take.
When will my heart stop it's tick?