Killing Myself to Live

by Jessica

I can not live without you

yet I feel so undignified with you

I want to have you all to myself

but I know that will never be a possibility

I love to stare into your eyes

and talk to you about everything

I want you to be able to see...

see right through the walls that protect me

the wall that once tore me apart from you

you made me happy once

made me feel like I had a reason to live

then you turned your back

and moved on like all the past was nothing

my reason to live has left

I had grown to accept that fact

until you came back

now I am sitting here more lost then ever

should I take back my reason to live

or just keep dying slowly?

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