How many adjectives can describe a man who cried in desperation? His soul wounded by the self immolating he has achieved by just a by-product of chemicals. Set forth to ease his troubles, why does this man well up in tears when he takes pills to make him happy? This is a paradoxical request one I'm not qualified too answer. But I do have the solution! More drugs too ease trouble for a minute. Not hurting is better than a life of struggle forever.