Gave Away

by Goodie McLee

Note: all characters in this story are the age of 18 or older. Adult subject matter

Biting her lower lip has his muscled body elevated over hers. “I don’t know Mike”, hesitation and fear in her voice.“ It’s too soon,” she told him. Her small hand pressed against his hard, muscled chest. Trying to prevent him from getting any closer. His strong cologne mixed with the smell of beer coming off him made her want to puke. She hated it when he drank beer. Rebecca had told him she didn’t like the smell, but he continued to drink them in her presence.

“Come on, Becca”, he pleaded, “ I promise I’ll be gentle,” Mike told her, leaning down to kiss her lips. She quickly turned her head so his kiss landed on her cheek instead. Has she struggled to push him off her. “No, Mike, it’s too soon,” she told him. “Besides, you’ve been drinking. You know I hate it when you drink. I don’t like the smell,” she whined, now using both hands trying to push him off her. His big body wouldn’t move an inch. No matter how much she tried to move him. Mike went in for another kiss as he placed a hand on her inner thighs and slowly moved it up between her legs. Rebecca was wearing shorts today. So this would be easier than he thought. If only she would quit whining. He was her boyfriend, for godsake. She owed him this.

Putting on the charm, he pecked her cheek, moving his kisses to her chin and down to her throat. Rebecca giggled, relaxing her body when he started pecking on her. She liked the feel of his wet kisses on her face; it tickled. Lowering his body a little more onto hers. Hoping she didn’t notice what he was doing. Has he continued to peck on her face with his lips. Pleading with her “Pleased, Beca. I’m your boyfriend, I’ll be gentle..” raising a hand in the air like a boy scout “Promise, when you say stop I will. I would never hurt you”, kissing her on the lips for emphasis while giving her his best puppy dog look.“ Plea..se baby, I like you so much, I always have ”. Mike hated begging her, but he was desperate. The girl he met earlier aroused him. He knew Rebecca would be an easy target to sweet-talk into getting what he wanted. She liked him and would do anything for him. Just so she could say he was her boyfriend. When Mike’s hand found its way into Rebecca’s shorts. She stopped his hand from moving any further with her own, “No, Mike, I’m not ready for that yet”, she nervously said while removing his hand from inside her shorts. Has she looked up into Mike’s pretty hazel eyes. The ones that captured her the first time she saw him. When he asked her out on a date, she said yes immediately. They had only been dating for two weeks. Now he was on top of her, pleading. Making her feel guilty for saying no to him. He was her boyfriend. She did want to please him, but not in the way he wanted her to. The heavy petting they were as far as she wanted them to go for right now.

Frustration showed on his face when she removed his hand from her body. He had had enough of trying to convince her. There were too many girls who would die for a chance to be with him because of his good looks. Moving from on top of her, plopping down on the couch, arms crossed, a scowl on his face. He said, “Fine! I won’t ask you anymore. If you don’t want to please your boyfriend, it’s ok, I’m sure other girls would be happy to do it. I’m leaving,” he stated as he got up to leave in a huff. Mike didn’t mean to be mean to Rebecca; it’s just his body needed a release in the worst way. The devil on his shoulder told him to push her a little bit more; she would give in.

Hearing he was leaving and thinking it was for good, “Wait!” Rebecca cried out, pulling on his arm before he was out of her reach. Head bent down, not looking at him, “Uhh, m--maybe w--e can go slow,” she reluctantly said, agreeing to give him what he asked for. Rebecca was afraid if she didn’t, he would leave her and go be with another girl. A sly smile crept across Mike’s face. He knew Rebecca would give in. They all did when they thought they might be losing him.

Putting on his nice guy act for her, “ Ok, I’ll go slow, Promise”, he said, then kissed her on the cheek, but first I need you to stand in front of me .” Rebecca did what she was told. Mike sat back down on the couch, getting comfortable. His arms stretched out across the back of the couch, long legs crossed. The devil on his shoulder said,”See, I told you with a little more pushing, she would give in.” Mike’s hazel eyes scanned Rebecca standing before him, wearing tight jean shorts and a white t-shirt with no bra. His mouth watered from the sight. Rebecca had the kind of body any guy would drool over. Even though they were only 18, Rebecca seemed more mature for her age. Than the average 18-year-old girls. He had dated before her. That was one of the reasons the guys at school always went after her. She was quiet, and guys his age always liked a challenge, breaking girls like her in. Some of them tried to ask her out, but she always turned them down, until Mike stepped in. Whatever he said, Rebecca agreed to go out with him. They had been together ever since. Mike couldn't wait to tell the guys at school what Rebecca had given him.

  Rebecca nervously stood in front of Mike, hands by her side, biting down on her lower lip.  Her blue eyes were downcast. “Turn around slowly,” she heard him tell her. Mike licked his lips as her firm backside came into view. Yep, she was going to be something he would fully enjoy. He thought while adjusting the bulge in his jeans. Mike was trying to take his time with her, but his body kept telling him to hurry up. It couldn’t wait much longer.  His deep voice and lustful hazel eyes told her, “Slowly remove your clothes”.  Rebecca could hardly hear him. His voice was low, and raspy, like it was hard for him to talk.  Rebecca first removed her shorts and then her t-shirt. She now stood in front of him,her small breasts with hardened nipples exposed, wearing only her white thong panties.  She covered her chest with her hands, not liking the way he was staring at them. She felt embarrassed about her body, even though many guys and even girls. told her she had a great body. She never believed them. She didn’t like her body and always kept it well hidden.

Seeing Rebbeca standing in front of him, her breasts exposed and only white thongs on. Had his hand instantly grab his hard shaft through his jeans and rub on it. She was beautiful from head to toe. Her brown curly hair fell down her pretty pink face. Her dark brown eyes and long eyelashes made her appear so innocent. The guys would be so jealous. If they could see what he was seeing right now. Mike almost felt guilty for what he was about to do to her. But the devil on his shoulder had control now. He was just a willing participant. When he stood and walked over to her. He bent down, kissing her gently on the lips. He replaced her hand on her chest with his own. Massaged her breasts and pinched her hard, pink nipples. She moaned in his mouth as their tongues danced together. Wrapping his free arm around her waist to hold her against his body. So she could feel how hard he had become for her. Still not sure she was doing the right thing, Rebecca pushed her body away from him. She couldn’t go too far because Mike's arm was around her waist, holding her tighter than before. One eyebrow raised a smirk on his face, he asked, “Where are you going? We’re just getting started,” He said, slapping her on the ass, making her yelp from the sudden sting. Mike heard the devil on his shoulder snicker when he did that. Kissing her again roughly this time, while pushing her back toward the couch with his body. Rebecca landed on the couch with a thump. Mike stood over her, admiring her body one last time before removing all of his clothes, leaving just his briefs on. Rebecca could see his shaft straining against the fabric of his black briefs. She was afraid of it, having never seen one before. She turned her eyes away from him. Has Mike stood over her, breathing heaving and licking his lips. His lustful hazel eyes searched her body from head to toe like he was about to devour her. Rebecca felt Mike’s body on top of her in an instant. His kisses were getting more demanding as his body humped on hers in a frenzy. His eyes closed as grunts fell from his mouth. Rebecca heard his whispers in her ear, “You're so beautiful, you feel so good”. He told her while continuing to hump on her. Suddenly, she felt him rip her thongs off and open her legs wider with his hands. Panic set in. “Wait, Mike, wait,” she said, pushing against his chest. She wasn’t ready. She tried to push him off, but it was too late. She felt the searing pain shoot through her body. Has Mike pushed himself inside of her little by little. He didn’t give her any warning of what he was about to do. Placing her legs around his waist so he could go deeper. He heard the hesitation in her voice. The devil on his shoulder, who was now controlling the situation, ignored her pleas. “Shush,” he told her as he pushed a bit more, needing all of him inside of her. “It only hurts for a minute, then it will feel good,” he told her as she struggled underneath him.

Mike knew she would feel good once the pain stopped. Rebecca closed her tearful eyes. The pain she felt would go away soon. Mike told her it would, and she believed him. So she lay there and allowed him to do what he wanted with her. Because after all, he was her boyfriend. She was doing this to make him happy. After a few minutes of him pushing in and out of her, she still didn’t feel the goodness that he promised. Only the pain he was causing between her legs.

This wasn’t what she had expected from her first time. Mike wasn’t gentle with her. He was so focused on pushing into her body. He had forgotten his promise to go slow with her. He ignored her cries, telling him to slow down and how much it hurts. The expression on his face while on top of her. Told her this wasn’t about how she was feeling, it was all about his own gratification. Eyes closed, Mike couldn’t believe how good Rebbeca felt inside. He was trying to hold on, but he couldn’t for much longer. She felt like heaven. Mike was on the verge of his excitement already. Just a few more thrusts, and it would be over for him. He wanted to make it enjoyable for her, but the devil on his shoulder was too selfish. It was all about his release and nothing else.

When Rebecca felt a wetness between her legs that ran down her thigh. She started to panic. Her fist beat on Mike’s chest, telling him to get off her. Holding her tighter, He grunted, “ I'm almost there.” Mike increased the pace of his thrusting until she felt his body shake and heard him loudly say “Shit”. That was when she felt a warm liquid shoot inside of her. Then Mike fell on top of her, breathing heavily. Sweat was running his face and body. As he continued to catch his breath, while pinning her small body down on the couch with his large one.

Rebecca was disgusted with herself and disappointed as she pushed his exhausted body off of her. Running into the bathroom, slamming the door behind her. That wasn’t what she had expected from Mike and her first time. Her body hurt all over, and she was bleeding between her legs. This caused her to become frightened. She wasn’t sure what to do, and what caused her to bleed like she was. She hopped in the shower. The pain between her legs seemed to get stronger. As she washed herself with steaming hot water. Thinking it would reverse what she had just done. Her first time had been horrible. She wasn’t even sure Mike deserved what she had just given him. Starling her, Mike banged on the bathroom door. “Rebecca, you ok in there? Look, I got football practice, I have to run . I’ll call you later”. She heard him say casually. Has he walked out her front door, slamming it behind him. Rebecca sat down on the shower floor. Crying her eyes out as the warm water washed over her sore body. She had just lost something precious to her, and Mike acted like it was nothing to him. Just by the way he treated her when she gave it to him. He promised to be gentle with her, but he wasn’t. To go slow, he didn’t. Rebecca realized Mike never really cared about her to begin with. It was just her virginity he was after, and she foolishly gave it to him. All she could think about was how her virginity went out the front door without a care in the world.

                                                                The end



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