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( If someone tries to get crazy with me I can mad dog them and put them back in there place. Its a pit bull, its a nice ride with tight rims no its just me superman at least thats the attitude I have to have if I want to survive in my metropolis. What makes me superman. First of all I have to fight of villains there always lurking in the shadows waiting for the right time to take me out. They cant stand the fact that I'm trying to keep coming up. They get jealous of my success and instead of putting some effort to get somewhere they spend there time talking to other people having nothing but bad things to say about me. They get so envious that they wish something bad will happen to me or they say there going to do something to me. They get mad because I have money in my pocket, I wear nice clothes, and have a sweet ride. So instead of them trying to get it on there own they want to come after me. I've lost count on how many times they have tried to jack me.
How do I defeat these villains with my special powers you'd be amazed how fast you can make your nemesis powerless when you got a glock pointed at them. Another power I have when villains try to scare me or the people I love is my intimidator bat after a couple of shattered windows and some words they retreat to try to find another plan to take me down. I know it sounds harsh but I live in a very harsh metropolis superman has more enemies than allies. What makes me superman ask my lady when ever she needs me I'm there. If she is going threw a very emotional time I have to be the one who lets her cry on my shoulder if she needs to. If she needs someone to talk to I have to be the one who has to listen. If for some reason shes going threw one of those angry moments I have to be the one to take it without throwing it back to her. I have to be the one who she knows when something goes wrong she can count on me to make it right.
When she is feeling sad and worried I have to be the one who gives her a hug and tell her some comforting words. I'm the one who has to let her know how beautiful she is. I'm the one who has to make her feel that she is very special. I bet you didnt realize how much super power you need for a relationship. Why am I superman. I've been rescuing my bro out of jams its not even funny. When ever my bro needed my back I was there with no questions it didnt matter to me who provocate it or who started it if your going to throw blows with my bro then your going to get down with me as well. When ever there where times when we was low on cash which was quite a bit. I loaned him as much as I could without asking him when he was going to pay me back because I knew he was good for it. When ever he got in trouble with women looking for him getting up all in my face cussing me out just for the fact his my bro, I hate it when he gets me involved. When ever my bro is having emotional problems he comes to me and askes me what he should do.
I have to be the one who can find the right answer. Then see all of his emotional pain go away even if its only for a time. I'm the one he knows that I would give my life if it had to be done. What makes me superman. I'm the one who has to protect and take care of everyone important to me in my life. I have to be the one who makes sure that my lady has a place to lay her head on at night. I'm the one who has to make sure theres always something to eat and drink when someone opens the fridge. When the bills come in I have to be the one who makes sure they are all paid. Bills don't care about circumstances that happen in life just make sure there paid. I don't do this all alone I get help from my lady.
My parents took care of me when I didnt know about my powers yet now that I know who I am. I have to be the one who takes care of them no matter what it is. Then I have my siblings. When ever they need something there wont be any other word than yes. I'm the one who has to be the person that they can take advantage. I'm the one who has to be the person my family looks at being responsible. When ever they look at me they know that I would sacrifice everything for them. I'm the one who has to worry about them. I'm the one who has to watch over them. Why? Because I'm superman. How do I qualify to be superman. First of all you have to remove all emotion when your out in public or when your around love ones. You cant show them emotion you have to be like a robot that way they know how strong you are. You have to walk around with the look that your upset all the time. You can never allow anyone to show you disrespect. Even if you have to take action a lot of the times it only takes some words but if it has to go the furthest pont then you have to take that action. A big part of being superman is respect you need that to be superman.
When a person you love does you wrong you have to play it off like it doesnt bother you in anyway you cant show pain. You have to have the attitude of I'm a man nothing fades me all that emotional stuff is for women you will never see me get that way. Your not a man if you do show your emotions. I can and do all these things thats what qualifies me to be superman. How can I call myself superman because when its all said and done I know the difference between good and bad. I learned that lesson from God himself. God is the reason I have my powers even though theres a lot of evil going on in my metropolis. I know never to get involved in those things yes I have done somethings that I shouldnt have but I've always tried to use my powers for good only.
God gave me these powers for a reason thats why I have to keep my morals up in a higher level than anyone else because I know God is watching and I don't want to disappoint him. I know as soon as I start using my powers for evil they will be taken from me. Yet you also know that super heros have weaknesses. My cryptinite is my love to my lady she means so much to me. She drives me crazy with her attitude and everytime we fight I always worry about if we don't make up because I have had other women in my life who I thought they were the one just to get hurt its hard when someone tells you they don't love you anymore and they want to split up with really no reason I thought I did everything to make her and keep her happy just to find out she was just using me. I don't care what anyone says that is very cruel and it hurts that would make you go into depression but that wasnt The worse how do you prepare for finding your love having sex with another person. That hit me very hard that will cause any person to cry in the dark and yes I'm not the exception.
My lady I have now I cant imagine her not being in my life. Yet the cryptinite with her is also. I cant be emotional like her I'm suppose to be superman but sometimes I want to show my feelings I want to let her know that I'm sad, I like for her to listen to me. I want to be able to tell her I'm worried about if we can make the payment on the bills, I want to be able for her to put her arms around me and tell me that everything is going to be ok. But I cannot allow any of that to happen why because I'm superman. The cryptinite with my bro is that I want to be able to tell him about my problems. I want him to be able to find the answers for once, I want to be able to show him the pain I'm going threw over something emotional and him being able to let me know that if I need anything just let him know. When I get into trouble his the one to get me out of it. I want him to be able to be big brother.
But I cannot allow any of that to happen because I'm superman. The cryptinite with my family is that I want to be able to take care of my parents to where they don't have to worry about money yet I cant do that and I feel like a failure. They have done so much for me and seems like I cant even do something little for them this cryptinite is so strong I feel like Clark Kent. I want to be able to tell my parents that I don't have a good head on my shoulders that I have made mistakes when it comes to being an adult. I want my parents to be able to give me some more advice if they have anymore. Then we have my siblings I want to be able to show them that I'm not the one to put the example to. I want to be able to tell them I'm just like everyone else I make mistakes as well. I want to be able to go up to them and ask them can I talk to you for a moment. But I cannot allow any of that to happen because I'm superman.
My cryptinite with me is that sometimes I wish I didnt have all this put on me. I don't want to be the strong willed type all the time, I don't want to keep my emotions in check. I want to be able to wear my emotions on my sleeve, I want to be able to cry in front of anyone. I don't want to always put the tough guy act on. I want to be able to say whats up bro can I buy you a beer how are you doing. I don't want to have to care about getting respect. I want to be able to say I don't care what they think about me, I want to be able to tell my lady how much she means to me and I don't want her to push me out of her life without me feeling embarrassed, I want to be able to meltdown just for a moment as long as I don't hurt anyone in the process. I want to be able to lose all my reposniblities for just one day. But I cannot allow for any of that to happen because I'm superman. My cryptinite with God is that sometimes I wish that he would take my powers away and give it to someone else. I'm not sure I'm the one who deserves these powers there are times when I think I'm squandering these powers.
I wonder if I'm doing things that God wants me to do with the powers I have, I wonder when I start to think that my powers are a burden that He gets upset with me and is disappointed with me. Then when I'm doing something I shouldnt be doing and I know that but I still do it. He has every right to take my powers away from me and disown me theres no excuse for that. Sometimes I wish I could be just like everyone else. But I cant let these things happen not only because I'm superman but also and foremost I would never want my father from up above to be ashamed of me. Yeah it sounds like being superman is tough nothing in my metropolis comes easy. Yes theres a lot of hard things that I I wonder if I'm doing things that God wants me to do with the powers I have, I wonder when I start to think that my powers are a burden that He gets upset with me and is disappointed with me. Then when I'm doing something I shouldnt be doing and I know that but I still do it. He has every right to take my powers away from me and disown me theres no excuse for that. Sometimes I wish I could be just like everyone else. But I cant let these things happen not only because I'm superman but also and foremost I would never want my father from up above to be ashamed of me. Yeah it sounds like being superman is tough nothing in my metropolis comes easy. Yes theres a lot of hard things that I have on my cape but I have to deal with it. Why? Because I'm superman).