I wake up every day in a bed , next to a man I do not love .
I am turning into someone , I don't know anymore .
I am braking and falling fast from the sky .
Crashing down to the hard ground , made of concrete .
I have lost myself again .
I close the door and turn off the lights.
I huddle into a tight corner of the room and slowily sink from the wall to the floore .
I cross my legs and run my hands upto my messy hair .
Sliding them down , to my cover my eyes and face.
The darkness is reasurring .
Drowning out pressures , expectations , people and noise .
I spend six days in this place .
I cant see a way out .
The seventh day arrives .
I am fragile and asleep .
Suddenly , in this place of darkness .
A glimer of light , simers through the creek of the rusty door
I am awoken .
The door handle , turns very slowily and door opends .
A bright white light , washes its way into the blackness and a shadow appears .
My eyes are blinded by the unexpected light .
The shadow enters the room and stands infront of me .
He reaches out for my hands and slowily pulls me up , towards him .
He wraps a warm blanket around my cold , fragile and naked body .
He lifts me up into his safe arms and kisses my forhead .
I wrap my arms around his gracefull neck and bury my head into it .
He carries me out slowily into the light .
And NEVER , EVER . Lets go of me .
The End .