I am not afraid to die
For I am already gone
I am a walking corpse
I am not who I used to be
There is emptiness where my soul used to be
Numbness in my body
Confusion in my brain
Sadness in my eyes
I see people
I see happy, living people
Smiles painted on their faces
Fresh oxygen filling their lungs
Happiness pouring from their bodies
Oh,
How I wish I could be like them
Prancing in love
Curiously taking spontaneous adventures
Living, breathing, smiling
But I know I cannot
For I am no longer
I am too far gone